ahhh!! summer!!!!!

well, its finally here! summer! having such mixed feelings, especially since im switching schools next year. i hate the thought of leaving all my old friends behind. HATE IT. since techincally i am still a freshman until school starts... im gonna keep blogging during the summer on this blog. i dont see why not.

okay, so i saw ninth through my eyes. and it was amazing. friends, boys, dances, drama, a lot of work, ups and downs of EVERYTHING and just figuring out who i am. im excited for next year. really, i am. but im scared at the same time... i want to move schools but i dont. ik, im weird....

im beginning an end. this first weeek of summer, im beginning the end to my ninth grade year. the rest of the summer is the end of my ninth grade year. im so excited for this summer i cant even tell you. i hope it goes well(:(:

twisted in two

mixed feelings.... about everything, fcwpmpress help!

beautiful things

new favorite church song. it totally applies to my life right now, God bringing beautiful things out of a total mess...
All this painI wonder if I’ll ever find my wayI wonder if my life could really change at allAll this earthCould all that is lost ever be foundCould a garden come up from this ground at allYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of the dustYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of usAll aroundHope is springing up from this old groundOut of chaos life is being found in YouYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of the dustYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of usYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of the dustYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of usYou make me new, You are making me newYou make me new, You are making me newYou are making me newYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of the dustYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of usYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of the dustYou make beautiful thingsYou make beautiful things out of usYou make me new, You are making me new

started right... i think

I think I started the new year right. I mean what better words to start with than "I love you." It's all about love. I think that's going to be my theme for the year... love. Love and Trust. Here's my reason: During 2011 I loved and was loved by, trusted and was trusted by all the wrong people. This year, I want to focus on loving, being loved by, trusting, and being trusted by all the right people. And only the right people.

And don't think I didn't make "resolutions" for the year either. Last year I didn't make any and my whole year was a crap shoot because I didn't have any goals for myself. It won't be like that this year. I will not just sit at the craps table and hope everything turns out the way I want it to. I have goals...